I adopted my dog from our no kill shelter 3 years ago. I was already fed up a couple months in to ownership. I assumed it would just pass. 3 years later, and I still feel the same way. I would probably be considered a pretty decent human being to most, but I worry about this dog way too much. (That's what everyone tells me) I take her to the vet for the smallest things, I noticed she scratched herself a couple times in a day, and I went into a full blown panic attack. AMD raced to the vet. I live I'm a high humidity climate. If I see the smallest trace of mold in my home, than i will go on a rampage, and try in get rid of it, because if i dont than i fear she will get sick, and die. The stress I've been experiencing these past 3 years is ridiculous, I cant even imagine how I would be with children. I'm only 25, and people tell me I look 35-40. I adopted her because I was going through what I thought was my worse depressive episode in my life, but how I feel now dwarfs that. I just dont know what I was thinking when I adopted her. I know shes feeding off my negative energy. And chances are shes miserable too.i feel like I desperately need to rehome her. I've thought about returning her to the shelter. But there is no way I could do that.