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Ever since Dallas passed away I have become paranoid about my other dogs and cats. I am constantly just staring at them making sure they are breathing. Especially when they are napping, my panic increases as they are laying so still. I am also finding myself panicked when arriving home. I'm so afraid of finding another tragedy. I'm also terrified during feeding time. I'm afraid my dogs will bloat. I'm in a constant state of fear.
I feel so much guilt for Dallas' death. Was it my fault that he bloated? Was there something I could have done to prevent this from happening to my beloved boy? I feel guilty for not being able to save him. I feel guilty that he was probably so scared when he was bloating and I wasn't there to be by his side. Will this ever end? I don't know what to do...I hope he forgives me for not protecting him...I don't know what to do.
I feel so much guilt for Dallas' death. Was it my fault that he bloated? Was there something I could have done to prevent this from happening to my beloved boy? I feel guilty for not being able to save him. I feel guilty that he was probably so scared when he was bloating and I wasn't there to be by his side. Will this ever end? I don't know what to do...I hope he forgives me for not protecting him...I don't know what to do.