Please do not think bad of me. I have a 12 year old 5 lb Blonde Yorkie. She has been my life for 12 years now. She is dying. Just lays there. Blood and puss are coming leaking out of her rear. She can hardly breathe. Her kidneys are shutting down. I didn't think she would make it past last night but she did. It's killing me to watch her slowly die. Does anyone know how to humanely and peacefully euthanize at home? No I cannot afford a vet, so please don't be hard on me. I can't stand to see her hurting this way. No, I can't shoot her, but is there a sane affordable way. Before I get slammed by anyone please know I am nothing but an animal lover. She is so precious to me but I know it's her time to go.