I adopted her a little of 3 years ago. She was a pain I'm the ass. Shes a good dog now, but still has some accidents in the house. Anyway, we just havnt been compatible from day one. Shes very energetic, and I'm not. I've always just sucked it up, and got her exercise in, but I didnt enjoy it. I've always had anxiety, and depression. I'm always worried that something is wrong with, so I'm just blowing my money away at the vet. Ot sounds terrible, but I very rarely find joy in her presents, but I try to act like it just for her sake. I'm sick of basically living a lie, and being so stressed out all the time. I think she senses this in me, and is in turn miserable too. I was think of just going to the no kill shelter I got her, and asking if they could help me rehome her. I think she would be better off with someone who genuinely enjoyed having a dog. I saw a video of a pit bull online that was left at a shelter, and it had the saddest look on his face. My dog looks exactly like that one. And I just dont think I could leave her there like that. I dont know what to do.