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Aright so I had a white poodle since I was a kid, and we were best friends.
She got old and my mom was like we need to put her down and I was like no.
So one day, I walk her before I go to school, and I come back home to find out that they put her down behind my back while I was at school.
So at first I was like where's muffy I gotta walk her. Then mom was like shes dead. Then I was like bull**** where's muffy I gotta walk her. Then mom was like nah dude this is legit we actually put her down.
So I'm mad and I curse her out and I start crying and go to my room and cry the rest of the night. I didn't even get the chance to say goodbye and it's not cause of natural causes, it's because my mom is an *******. If you REALLY wanted to put her down you could've waited till I came home. I didn't even get a phone call. I still guilt trip her for that cause that's just a nasty move. I just wanted to be with her when she died but my mom took that away from me. And it's not like she had a heart attack or something and it was a spur of the moment and they had to kill her. She was just chillin in the house and they took her to the shop to kill her cause she had a tumor. That was a few years ago and I still have days where I cry about it. It's still hitting me pretty bad.
So someone please tell me how do I deal with this. I'm still mad at my mom
And I'm still sad.
She got old and my mom was like we need to put her down and I was like no.
So one day, I walk her before I go to school, and I come back home to find out that they put her down behind my back while I was at school.
So at first I was like where's muffy I gotta walk her. Then mom was like shes dead. Then I was like bull**** where's muffy I gotta walk her. Then mom was like nah dude this is legit we actually put her down.
So I'm mad and I curse her out and I start crying and go to my room and cry the rest of the night. I didn't even get the chance to say goodbye and it's not cause of natural causes, it's because my mom is an *******. If you REALLY wanted to put her down you could've waited till I came home. I didn't even get a phone call. I still guilt trip her for that cause that's just a nasty move. I just wanted to be with her when she died but my mom took that away from me. And it's not like she had a heart attack or something and it was a spur of the moment and they had to kill her. She was just chillin in the house and they took her to the shop to kill her cause she had a tumor. That was a few years ago and I still have days where I cry about it. It's still hitting me pretty bad.
So someone please tell me how do I deal with this. I'm still mad at my mom
And I'm still sad.