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My name is Hannah, and I am wondering if a service dog would be a good fit for me. I struggle with OCD, hallucinations, delusions, and panic attacks. I will try my best to explain my difficulties to the best of my ability. With my OCD, I am constantly checking and hand washing to the point where it keeps me from staying on task and staying focused on what I need to do. There was even a point in time where I would sleep in the floor of my room instead of my bed out of fear that there were food stains on my bed even when there clearly were none. While I slept on the floor, I'd use a bookshelf as a pillow and use to jackets as blankets. This went on for about 6 months. The hallucinations range anywhere from dead bodies, to noises, to a woman with black hair and white dress, and more. I have often heard doors being moved of closed, or loud banging that has no explanation or reasonable source. I have also heard two incoherent voices having a conversation in a different room, but upon entering, there was nobody there. I have also experienced hallucinations of someone breaking into my house on many occasions, and it would lead to me hiding in my closet for long periods of time. With the delusions, I constantly believe that someone is trying to harm me. I often feel as if I'm being watched or followed, fear someone hiding in the back seat of my car waiting to harm me, fear that someone is hiding somewhere around my car waiting to get me, fear that someone is constantly standing in the alley next to my house waiting to harm me, etc. When I have panic attacks, I will shake almost uncontrollably and will not realize that I'm picking at my nails to the point of them bleeding. I am constantly checking behind me and cannot focus even a tiny bit when having a panic attack. My panic attacks are often sudden and seem to have no solid trigger. I was wondering if a psychiatric service dog would work well for me. I have been hoping that I could obtain one that can help during panic attacks, search my house or around my car if I'm feeling fearful, help me to realize when I'm hallucinating or not, and help interrupt OCD behaviors so that I can focus more on the task at hand.
My name is Hannah, and I am wondering if a service dog would be a good fit for me. I struggle with OCD, hallucinations, delusions, and panic attacks. I will try my best to explain my difficulties to the best of my ability. With my OCD, I am constantly checking and hand washing to the point where it keeps me from staying on task and staying focused on what I need to do. There was even a point in time where I would sleep in the floor of my room instead of my bed out of fear that there were food stains on my bed even when there clearly were none. While I slept on the floor, I'd use a bookshelf as a pillow and use to jackets as blankets. This went on for about 6 months. The hallucinations range anywhere from dead bodies, to noises, to a woman with black hair and white dress, and more. I have often heard doors being moved of closed, or loud banging that has no explanation or reasonable source. I have also heard two incoherent voices having a conversation in a different room, but upon entering, there was nobody there. I have also experienced hallucinations of someone breaking into my house on many occasions, and it would lead to me hiding in my closet for long periods of time. With the delusions, I constantly believe that someone is trying to harm me. I often feel as if I'm being watched or followed, fear someone hiding in the back seat of my car waiting to harm me, fear that someone is hiding somewhere around my car waiting to get me, fear that someone is constantly standing in the alley next to my house waiting to harm me, etc. When I have panic attacks, I will shake almost uncontrollably and will not realize that I'm picking at my nails to the point of them bleeding. I am constantly checking behind me and cannot focus even a tiny bit when having a panic attack. My panic attacks are often sudden and seem to have no solid trigger. I was wondering if a psychiatric service dog would work well for me. I have been hoping that I could obtain one that can help during panic attacks, search my house or around my car if I'm feeling fearful, help me to realize when I'm hallucinating or not, and help interrupt OCD behaviors so that I can focus more on the task at hand.