so tonight she began to panic like she does when the clicker is out...but we were just watching tv...nothing *scary* around...she went to the door and began to
scratch at it and throw herself at it bodily(which is a new behavior btw) so I let her outside...
Critter HATES being outside...usually after thirty seconds she barks to be let back in...
she never barked and about ten minutes passed...I opened the door and called her and she wouldn't come...I had to walk around in the dark looking for her...I honestly thought she must have been stolen because she NEVER leaves the driveway, and always runs for the door when it opens
I found her laying down under a tree shaking/panting...when I aproached her she ran away
shes inside now and seems to be "normal" (her version of normal) but Iam pretty alarmed...its too soon for this to be the meds...so probably from the stress of going to the vet yesterday.... I don't know what the heck is going on...Iam afraid if I take her to the vet she'll stress herself to death. When we got into the house I tried to pick her up and I thought for a moment I was going to get bitten (new as well) she freaked out and started swatting me with her feet and pulling away. She normally LOVES being picked up and has
never reacted this way.
Iam begining to wonder if euthanizing her will be more humane than letting her exist like this. I brought the idea up to my husband a month ago and he would hear none of it. He keeps saying shes "fine" and "
she'll let you know when its time" (I HATE that saying) but I wonder if this is her letting me know.